Misinterpretations

I think that my last blog post here was misinterpreted by the readers...Although I was upset that my birthday sucked cuz I spent it alone, I understand shit happens, even with multiple phone calls/texts, crossed wires, yadda yadda yadda.

The two main points of previous post were

1 - I don't feel guilty when I'm off a couple of days (or months :)) for birthdays.
2 - It's the end of year, this is when BP downer Episode 2 starts for me. This one is hitting hard, so I'm hoping when I do the follow up with my doctor, he can give me stabilizers.

One week off

I had one week off of work, and I hate to say it, but I'm ready to go back. It was a rather boring week. It had some ups...lunch with Mickey, a wedding, having Maria come down. The low point was my birthday. I called Becka to take me out, she said she'd call me back, never did. texted dee, didn't get it til today...I ended up having a beer by myself in a smelly bar by myself. Exciting.

1 week later, Dee still hasn't said Happy bday...not that upset about that, but now, I don't feel so bad when I don't do it on hers.

my 3 month end of the year thing is going on. Should be over in january..i hope.