Sigh...wish I could care, but right now, I just don't. Would listen, but don't want to push.

I deleted my twitter account and for the most part, I also deleted my LiveJournal account. I have it up, but I will no longer be updating it. I got tired of networking with just 1 or 2 people, it kind of ruins the whole purpose behind it. It's not that I haven't tried to increase the numbers, it's just the fact that half the people I try to talk to ignore me, and the rest are people that I don't want to talk to.

I had a vision the other day which was kind of nice. I had a dream that I had 2 (or maybe 3) kids and I had my mom over for Christmas. She was spending it with my boyfriend at the time. We had been together for a long time, and she asked me what the thing about him was. I explained that I had been stabbed in the back so many times, it was nice to be with someone who didn't pressure me into more than I was ready. he wanted me for me and whatever kind of relationship I was ready for.

Then I had the feeling that I needed to do some soul searching and find out what I meant to do. So I do a card spread, and I should have known it would have been strange...it never works quite the right way for myself!...It told me that I need to do some soul searching and find out what I'm supposed to do, go figure.

Ready to tie on the shoes and run

As the typical Sagittarius, I often get the need to just change things up every once in a while. This is one of those times. I've been at my job for 5+ years, which is more stability than I have ever had. I've also been living in this apartment complex for 2.5 years. It is possible for me to get a promotion at work, but I don't know if I want it if I can get it. There have been quite a few things recently that have indicated to me I need to get the hell out of El Paso. I have come to the conclusion that I will move somewhere else within 1 year of today. I think I want to move to one of the coasts, so I can pursue an entertainment career, I'm just not sure which coast yet.