Dee

I have recently isolated a friend, Dee.

A few months ago, she called me while I was at dinner with my family. She wanted to know if we could see a movie when I got out. I told her "Let's see if there's anything good later". I got home, we browsed the movies, nothing sounded good, and she got upset that I didn't wanna go out (8 bucks * 2 is expensive for a movie you really don't wanna see. She texted me later, stating that she was pissed off at me (With her signature at the beginning of the text...that needs to change).
As I have stated other places, I also DESPISE guilt trips. ... I was getting ready to talk to her again, when I got a text, "if you weren't so grumpy, you'd be a great guy..."That's supposed to make me apologize?

Anwyay I got a letter from her the other day (she dropped it off at my apartment), talking about how i don't open up and how she thinks I might be M-P (figured what that meant just recently). I don't discuss my private life with mostly anyone. I have multiple blogs, which Bex knows about, and we have mentioned around her. Dee just never seemed to be interested. This is the only way I express myself. I have never hidden the fact that I am Manic Depressive (bipolar). I've been that way since I was a kid, and it results in me being away for months at a time. I will be by myself, being that's the only person that I can stand at that time. Last time, I even alluded to the fact that I was going to be in one of my depressive moods...only those who read my other blogs would know that.

The other thing that she talked about in the letter was the fact that she never heard about my dating life. I never gushed about a significant other. There are multiple reasons for that. Primarily, of course, is the reason listed above. The other reason is, I haven't actually dated in 10 years. I've had sex, but never dated, so there is nothing to talk about.

I have had people at work trying to fix me up on blind dates, and that irritates the fuck out of me. When I want to date, I will date.

Speaking of which, in my other blogs, I have discussed that I have a thing for a coworker. We have been semi flirting, and I was going to invite them to my 10 year High School Reunion (how the hell did that happen? :) ). Well, it turns out that it's at Mulligans in NE...that's right, my reunion is going to be where I hange out on the weekends anyway. Woop Dee Freakin Doo!...LOL..>I guess I have no excuse not to go, but I would NEVER invite anyone I was interested in there!

Finally,

One of my New Years resolutions was to get out of debt. Well, I have made 2 majors steps in that. First thing is I (mostly) quit smoking, and put 10 bucks away each paycheck into my CD...I've done almost 300 bucks in saving. WOW. The other thing I did is a bill consolidation loan. I am guaranteed to have all my debts gone in 4 years (but I"m already way ahead of the game!) The other thing is I really won't be able to go out and spend much. Perhaps a movie here (but I 'll only pay for myself), or a cheap ass dinner, but really, it's gonna be cut down. I wanna be COMPLETELY debt free