Pissed at myself

I am so completely pissed at myself today. I had finally braved myself to get my tattoo today. It took me a full day, but I finally showed up to Tattoo Dan's, and there was someone who was already getting their tat done. As I'm waiting for my turn, I psyched myself out hearing the buzzing of the needle. DAMN IT. I made myself nervous enough that I am still shaking as I'm writing this. Perhaps, one day I will be able to do it..but for now I'm pissed at myself.